Kjartan and Neko's Unicorn Sanctury

tea cup
oldest infantcy
17
broken
windswept
sweepwind
just me
always
never
mind
one
or two
as if
no way

voltage ^

#_^

ouch

no waiting, excellent!?!!

Theres a constant wonder,
is it really not that much at all,
or is it heavier than gold,
now it's no problem for you,
and your thankful for your cup of tea,
oh, you hope this can be true,
we better shout together thanks forever,
if the frequency is not out of hearing range,
and you bet they'll be plenty of change,
some people try to control,
but could you fold a paper boat?
yeah theres doubt in my mind
doubt in my mind
almost nothing else at all for you to find,
i said, i dont want to kill you
and when i hear people cheering the other side
i think what have i done,
to live so long and not realised,
that i was wrong

pillow/lyric accompany thing:

Were the enigmatic panda team.
When theres trust they'll be treats.
I had a dream where I couldn't talk I couldn't sing my song.
In the tree by the brook there's a songbrid who sings.
Aint no drag, papa's got a brand new bag.
And sunny days in January.
You put my shine to shame.
It's simple, hunt and gather rules still apply, but we never turn to greed and deaths a catalyst to life, can you hear me?



not the greatest choice but im lazy and catatonic

just remembered what i meant to post... favourite cheese holy cheese

Gimme birthday blues and unformented whine, climb the tree luck it's made out of pine.

So wow! wow! wow! On the gramaphone. Jus' give me a ring when you need a cone.

I shout: There's no breakfast- when you aint got food, you sing a long while- fix mistakes afterward, but when theres food- sit up more straight, unluck around you see- learn not to hate. Yeahyeah!

So wow! wow! wow! On the spinning thing. Jus' give me a ring when you need a cone.

see it, no evil and no good no thing and no would no this and no that no smiling and no's flat, you know where no is, forget it?

"it was the most miserable night that ive ever seen, and the rain came down like something obscene, and we cried in our pints for no reason at all, accept our lives were shite and we wanted so much more" did we? i don't know! smile! read on and smile!!

smile to yourself some more, even if those who don't like smiling how about i say adoor, please smile to yourself, if your love is hard to give loosen up and you will live, smile to yourself, if you love to smile there love and love is good like mugs mine half empty/half full right now, theres a smile somewhere on the radio, sense a smile, touch a smile, smell a smile, hear a smile, see a sense a smile:)

product of one small missed dose of olanzapine medication for schizophrenia and related illness':

watching my body eat energy more and more
growing older each cell's dance- tells me to stand back
still I'm feeling younger and i don't feel no shame
now i know you know understanding is my game- did i just let it on?

sifting through traffic on my home made radio
touch a metaphor i found so low- tell me you understand
i can't let on or show to break the perfect spell
possibilities in space amuse for days so long

look at that boy being niave just for me
his winning smile i'll grit my teeth
first thing in your line of sight this care is so far away
just as long as you can play -we'll wash the blues away

forgotten prozac hidden pain i did it once i'd do it again now
for loves sake i threat myself- give up all there is again
there is too much, im on no quest for perfect health
just a bridge and something else- something from you now

is this conformation from a mirror or are you reading me
i'll wash your car and brush your teeth
ever know now no one will, and all the trouble ive gone to
in envy's green light i awoke a pain so bright it almost spoke for me

so we've just made something knew our obsessions in full view
always dark and always new somethings lifted right away
everything else dropped in my way right now
im glad that water tastes like meths on funny days

music sung sweetly out of tune listen in and hear the moon
i'd sing thunder over joy and a lake that may annoy
and i'd cry and thousand times if you would but once tell me the time
when theres nothing else you want and the singings got to stop because there's happyness...

i love autumn

seen six straight lines in pixies strokes some hiphop too, i better buy a visor visit library and read some wisdom quick, i want to help other inbetween my screams for help

i used to think ahhh but mad people don't know they're mad until i forgot. are you wise? so i said to the guys look i don't want to die and i truely care if your toothaches that bad dude just dont worry man i'll get some ibroprofen for you, one guy no no i'll go but you come for a j in the car, i sighed and said no can do but i'll make you some tea

oh, Sometimes, my name is John and I like chocolate + animals, we're all in a farm though i've been told it's a zoo and rachel j makes me feel a-ok :)

Yay, went out last night! me scRReams quiet again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't want to worry, why do they make out it's cool to worry?

Hey, it wasn't personal. More allegorical etc.

Theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrre on holiday!

Breakfast: bowl of skittles additives help me to be more unable to walk in a straight line
Mug: Galaxy Chocolate

Still after that against all odds.

Im so pathetic lame and all round abysmal. (good for you smiled my friend)

Unrefined this is for me and me only so stop reading and go back to sleep. Ideas from a creative explosion, everyone knows it's not difficult. I'm not weird nor am I pretending to be weird. Ignorance, praise and judgements I don't want but put up with but only because I want to share ok. Having said that It's not mine to share go look.

Their fairytales make me jealous when there is music being played. Music stops. Yeahyeah music go music stop. That chairs gone I long to do a lot (of nothing).

Happy weekend, one bind, one strengthen, one safe. Apriciated condolences. :)

Music today:
Foo Fighters - generator (best thing on their best album imho)
Capt Beefheart - Autumn's Child
Yeah yeah yeah's - mystery girl
Simian - La breeze
Shonen Knife - I am a cat
Super Furry Animals - Demons
Thomas Newman - Whisper of a thrill
Gorky's Zygotic Mynci - the girl i've always known
Nirvana - Love buzz

Flashback dreams hell no college today. Pure extacy sleep in a whole new formless form, take my ego smash it on the floor hide it far away.

When theres trust they'll be treats.. So why? Oh Why? Why?

I wanna be forgotten!!